Regret

I have hurt many people
IN this lifetime of mine.
But at what point was it
That I began to care?

I have lied through my teeth
In a way that would make him believe
That he was in the wrong for asking
And he felt bad because his trust was lacking

When all of the time
I was behind his back.
Out somewhere getting mine
While he sat at home feeling bad

And I never cared.
I did it with such ease.
I filled him will all of my lies
And deceit

But now...
It's strange.
This feeling is new
For some reason....
Unknown to me....
I just can't hurt you

I tried to forget
What it was that I did
But I feel something inside of me
That I never new existed

And as I sit here
It becomes very clear....
The one thing I dread
The one thing I fear

REGRET!!!!

I regret breaking your heart
I regret the day we grew apart
I regret lying to you
I regret that you ever knew
I regret the tears in your eyes
But mostly I regret saying good-bye

REGRET......
**Rose