Him

apart of my life
apart of my dreams
i think of him before i sleep
but hes only a friend
i want more
more im not going to get
he wants friendship
nothing else
i cant help for my feelings
its not something controllable
suffering while i think and dream of him
suffering from the pain he left me in
i see him
its hard to see
without holding him
kissing him
touching him
brushing up against his side
i stare with love in my eyes
knowing he doesnt feel the same love we've felt before
**Kelly