Confussion

Today is one of those days,
When my mind is nothing, but blank.
The echo of your voice is running through my mind
and my heart doesnt know what to think.

You are so much to me,you are my world
That's about all I know.
I'm trying so hard to move on without you,
But for some reason inside, I just can't let go.

The thought of the way it feels when you touch me
And the taste of your sweet little kiss,
You are gone now, I'll never have any of that again
I guess that's what I miss.

Why can't you come back to me?
That's the only thought that ever runs through my mind.
You are moving on easily and I'm trying to let go
I guess it just takes time.

I wish you could see how much it hurts inside
Yah I'm hurt, even though I wear a smile,
I let a good thing slip away and hurt me too
And now I'm in denial.

Can't you see I need you so bad?
Why did you really walk out the door?
What's it gonna take for you to come back?
To make things the way they were before?

What can it be?
Do I need to change a little maybe
Make myself perfect just for you?
Or is it that you love someone else,surely not me
And there is nothing I can do?

I know right now we are saying that we are just "FRIENDS",
But I can't take it any longer.
I want you back in my life again for good.
For the love you give me makes me stronger.

Please just tell me one last time.
Please just let me know.
Should I stick around and wait on you,
Or should I give up on you and my love and let you go?
**Poetic Pimptress